Tuesday, July 12, 2011

So Excited to Share

*Note this post may contain triggers for some readers. Please read with caution*

I have been waiting for 6 long weeks to share the news here on my blog. There are many reasons why I have waited and debated, but my husband and I have decided that now is that time to share. After two wonderful appointments I am happy to announce that we are pregnant. As of today I am 9 weeks 5 days along. Our baby is due February 10, 2012.

Our Little Peanut

This is one of the reasons I have been so quiet on my blog lately. I have not been writing because I was sure that I might let it slip out in how I am feeling and dealing with my day to day grief and the apprehension of a new pregnancy so soon after our loss. This pregnancy was not planned, but not prevented, and it is so very much wanted. I have been writing the last 5 weeks, and I plan to share the posts I have already written about the pregnancy in the next few days. The last few weeks have been a roller coaster of emotions.

*On a quick side note, those of you who actually know me personally and are friends with me on Facebook, we have no plans right now to post anything about the pregnancy, so we would be grateful if you could refrain from leaving comments regarding the pregnancy. We have no problem with people knowing, we have just decided to wait on Facebook for the time being.*

With all that said I am definitely feeling pregnant. It is safe to say, that no two pregnancies are the same and you really cannot compare. This pregnancy so far is so different from the last two. I am SOOOOOO tired. I actually count the minutes to nap time, my favorite time of the day right now. I have been sick and/or nauseated more often and much earlier. But with all that I am so thankful everyday that I am pregnant.

Emotionally I am doing okay. I recently read a book call "Pregnancy after Loss." It is a great book and I highly recommend it if you are pregnant after losing a baby. It really has helped me to see what I am feeling as normal and it also started me thinking about areas I need to be aware of as this pregnancy progresses. One thing the book talks about is the fact that if the pregnancy is soon after a loss it can feel like you have been pregnant forever. I totally understand that thinking right now. I love being pregnant, but it is a long time to go and not have a baby in your arms. It will make the birth of this baby so much sweeter.

My doctor, the same one who delivered Maddie, and cared for me when I was pregnant with Emily, has been wonderful so far, as has his nurse. The day after my positive pregnancy test I went in to get a blood test to confirm the pregnancy. Dr. P's nurse took me into one of the rooms and spent several minutes talking to me and seeing how I was doing. She then got me an appointment set up for two weeks later. Normally the doctors office does not see a patient until at least 10 weeks, but they agreed to see me at about 7 weeks.

At my first appointment they did an ultrasound and I measured 6 weeks 1 day, a bit behind what I thought, but we were able to see a heartbeat and that is really good news. At today's appointment I measured 9 weeks 5 days, one day ahead now. Such an encouragement.

I have finally begun to hope that everything is going to be okay. I know that there are no guarantees but I feel really good about where I am today. And I am just going to take it one day at a time and enjoy every day that I have with our little peanut.

I will leave you with one last picture of our little peanut.

14 comments:

Shaina N said...

So happy for you! I cried as I read this. My husband and I are dealing with secondary infertility, so each pregnancy announcement means I usually cry... but I am honestly and completely happy for you! Praying for a SMOOTH and happy pregnancy.

The Great Elephant Symposium said...

Congrats!!! I'm so excited for you!! Your little Peanut looks so cute!!

Debby@Just Breathe said...

Congratulations! That is wonderful news.

Krista said...

Congratulations Rachel! Here's praying that this one will be completely normal! Even if that means you're tired and sick. ;)

Sarita Boyette said...

What great news! I am praying that you have an easy pregnancy!

Jamie said...

Congrats! I'm so so happy for you!!!

Jen said...

Congrats! Many prayers for a happy and healhty nine months!

Raquel said...

Hooray!!

Do I Have to Be a D.I.N.K.? said...

What wonderful news!

Natasha said...

Congratulations! So very happy for you!!!!

*Lauren* said...

Congratulations! I am so happy for you! We both have the same due date, February 10th!!! :) That is so awesome; Maybe we can keep each other sane during these pregnancies. Are your doctors doing anything different with this pregnancy or just watching you closer? I'm praying for you and your little one, who is very cute already! I'm so excited for you!

LauraJane said...

Congratulations! :)

Kristi Ahrens said...

Yay! It was so great to see you today! And congratulations again!

Monica said...

Congrats! I am excited for you. Hoping that everything works out beautifully!

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